Monday, September 10, 2007
eventful day today, start of ground attack, and 2 sorties down, airfield was closed due to emergency aircraft, therefore had to divert to alternate airfield. tml going back there to fly the jet back, now even more work to prepare on how the hell i'm gonna leave that place and to fly to the bombing range before coming back. zzz
up till now i'm still struggling to accept the person i've become over the yrs, cant say i hate meself totally, nor can i say i like the way i am now. i've gotta learn to accept the fact that i'm who i've become, not someone who i always wanted to be, resentment isnt gonna help me at all.
make peace with yourself
