1 week since i've been back in france, work's been amazingly busy. having mixed feelings now that i'm more or less settled into this life again. the initial motivation of wanting to finish this course has waned and the same depressing feeling of 5 mths more is starting to settle in again. doesnt help that the course is only 40% complete, though we're already halfway thru the calendar. nothing much has happened here, ploughed through 3 books during this week, leaving me left with only haruki's blind willow, sleeping woman.
finished in order 'slow man', 'the little girl and the cigarette' and 'after dark'. all 3 of them were interesting and sets me thinking, though i've yet to have much time to ponder on them alot, though the ending for after dark just smacks me on the head when it came. blind willow, sleeping woman's a collection of short stories from haruki, and the few that i've read so far are interesting and thought-invoking, though they could've been expanded further, its just a bit too short for my liking.
anyway back to reality. i cant imagine my life getting anything other than more hectic. firstly let me apologise if i disappear from this world for the nxt 5 mths, its nvr my intent. as much as i'd like to i'd love to be online or on the phone with all u guys.
summer's finally coming, or rather, france is finally heating up. driving ard in a car without aircon is really crazy, though i can imagine all the fun we're gonna have down at the beach, if the weather keeps up, and IF we have the time to head down. room's been a real mess since i've been back, nvr had time to organise my own room, nor do i see a need to. so its been like a shithole since i came back. another week ahead, 5 days more to the weekend.
and as i sat outside on my yellow dhingy with my yellow rubber duckie, i cursed the thunderstorm that never came
