ok, its getting depressing here again, 2 more weeks to go before i'm back home. i cant wait and i cant take it too. its been too much work, too much stress, too many responsibilities, too much to learn, too much to become. yeah tink i sound like some wuss but whatever. its not easy keeping sane when i'm not doing something i love, i cant imagine myself having this life for the next few yrs, and yet its a wonder how i've survived thus far.