the neverending tunnel

Sunday, May 28, 2006

gosh its been long since i blogged, life's been pretty much the same, flying's dominating most of my time here, and secondary duties have been piling up, cos of the auditing thats gonna happen in june, probably the last major work i gotta do in my stay here, hope its over soon, flying's almost done, 28 more flights to go and i shld b home free, least i get posted to NATO Flying Training Centre, which is most unlikely cos i'm myopic, so i wun stay past july, lest weather comes in, and where i'm going is still hazy, its still a toss up betw the 3, fighters, helis and transport, i cant say i have even the slightest idea about where i'm going, with all the talk about corrective eye surgery and stuff, but i shld b staying in singapore for at least a few mths when i'm back, hopefully i do get to transport though, but i've given up hoping to know where i'm going, the decision is outta my reach and there's so many unknowns i'm just not sure. close formation's coming to an end, already at CF5, and flying wif CO tml, hopefully all goes well, the weather either comes hard tml as predicted, or it better b good, i fly like crap when the weather's half-baked, some pilot i'm.. haha, navigation and advanced aerobatics are gonna b the final hurdles ahead..

kinda lost for words nowadays, miss singapore, but dont wanna think too much about it anyway, trying to block out my desires to b home, just 2 more mths, cant afford to drift now, finally there's a dim light at the end of the tunnel here, i just hope it isnt a train thats coming right smack at me. havent got time to call home in mths, usually by the time i'm done studying or what not its already past 10+ and my family's aslp already.. gotta find time to call home soon..

I would stare at the grains of light suspended in that silent space, struggling to see into my own heart. What did i want? And what did others want from me? But i could never find the answers. Sometimes i would reach out and try to grasp the grains of light, but my fingers touched nothing. - Norwegian Wood, Haruki Murakami

You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).

Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.

agnosticism

96%

atheism

88%

Satanism

83%

Buddhism

71%

Judaism

54%

Paganism

54%

Islam

50%

Christianity

17%

Hinduism

17%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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