oh gosh, yet another week gone, and still it stands at 4 months more to go, this is beginning to feel like november last yr all over again, once again feeling homesick like crazy, getting more and more depressed, and less and less interested in flying. one of my ex-classmate just failed over the week, and he'll b going back to singapore soon. darn, its like so easy to go back to singapore if i want to, and yet its so hard for me to fail.. cos my progress so far has been quite decent, and i cant suddenly start failing for no reason, and i cant bring myself to either, somehow i just wanna do well in wadeva i do, no matter how tough it is, i just gotta b tougher.. april is finally here, and i'm really praying and hoping that i can see the light at the end of the tunnel soon, i dun wan to just spend the nxt 4 mths in darkness, not knowing where the hell i'm heading..
general handling test is up next, dunno when i'll b planned for it, but it shld b pretty soon, sometime ard the coming week, and then i'd b into instrument flying, which is shitloads of prep and even more practice.. i hope i can survive that and close formation, and i'm basically done, wif just advanced aerobatics and navigation left to do. gosh, need to study up on instrument flying soon, just realised that i've forgotten most of it already and i cant prepare last min for this, cos there's 2 simulators immediately after general handling test and i certainly cant finish the prep in 1 day. hai.. nothing much to look forward to nowadays, havent called home in ages, guess i shld get ard to it soon.. getting sick and tired of this place, i cant imagine my life like this, spending 1-2 yrs in a detachment overseas every couple of yrs.. its just nuts
ah well, let me leave u wif a pix of my airfield taken during my solo, and my squinting eyes in the air, cos the sun's so damn bright
