Wednesday, March 08, 2006
oh great.. i dunno how long this has been going on but i've seemed to have developed some form of insomnia recently, havent been able to slp by like 2 am or so, even though i gotta wake up shit early everyday and i'm like trying to slp by 12.. i cant really say its due to stress or wad, cos i'm so bo chup anyway i dun tink i wud get stressed so long.. mayb only during flights.. definitely wun haf lasting effects.. ah wth.. weekend's coming soon.. the cycle continues and then it'll b another 5 days of shit.. haiz..
seems like every since i've came here.. i've had like 1 or 2 cheerful posts, and its like at the beginning of my stay here.. the rest of the posts all sound quite depressing from what i recall.. and well, its a really depressing place to stay.. imagine having 9 bunk inspections in 8 days.. and its like more than i've ever had in my military life since my NS has begun.. ahh as much as i'd like to b cheerful, i cant find anything that can make me feel so, only perhaps the thought of leaving this place.. damn it, already confined for like 4 weeks. i'm losing my appetite recently as well.. imagine having fruits for lunch and dinner.. and well.. most of the time i dun have time for breakfast as well..
shit, i gotta make peace with myself
