Wednesday, December 21, 2005
oh man, its finally down to 2 days now, i'm starting to get the tingly sensation of finally being able to return home after 4 months abroad.. crazy as it seems, i do miss singapore alot, and i'd rather wish to stay in sg rather than be anywhere else, as boring as it is, at least i have my friends with me. work this wk has been frantic, basically i'm doing something from the moment i step into squadron from 8 up till the time we go back at 5, its damn tiring, and the work seems neverending as well.. why does the sqn need to achieve ISO standard? haha, so much work to be done.. tml's probably the last day of hard work for me.. friday had hopefully b a slacker day for me.. i really need a breather before i go back to sg, if not, returning to sg burntout aint gonna b much fun. 9 days in singapore is seeming shorter n shorter to me, esp since i still have about 6 mths here to last before the course is finished, and the work ahead is truly daunting, for someone who's not used to working his ass off like me, i wonder how i'd survive next yr.
i've already achieved so much since i joined the air force, yet there's so much more i can do, wonder if i'd be able to muster the strength to bring me through till the end.. ugh
okay, enough about the melancholic ramblings, i guess i should be happy!! i mean, i'm now getting decent pay for doing something that many would just dream of, and and and.. i'm getting to travel, which is something i really wanted, even though staying for months at one place is a bit too long, well i still get to travel.. haha, and more's to come if i can survive this place. and i get to fly.. hmm, quite fun at times.. really.. i get to brag that i flew solo!! haha, perhaps nothing much to pple who dunno wth it is, but hey, its really tough work to get there. and short term.. i get to go back to sg reallllll soon, aint gonna worry bout coming back yet.. haha.. i'm happy that my face aint ruined by my broken cheekbone 2 yrs back, i'm happy that besides that bone i haven broken anything else of me in my life, except perhaps my pride and my heart. i'm happy that i have a close family (well close for my standards, not really sure wads the benchmark out there.. haha), i'm happy to have close friends who're eagerly awaiting my return (i hope), i'm happy that i finally can slp w/o an alarm clock waking me up when i get back to sg, i'm happy that i can actually tink of so many things to b happy about.. haha
i'm contented
