the neverending tunnel
Monday, November 07, 2005
dancing away 11/07/2005 05:52:00 AM ?



what a long day today, woke up at 5 for flag and ration duty, basically we top up the rations in the crew rooms, and raise the bloody singapore and australia flag at 6am sharp.. cleaned the planning board at 10 plus then proceeded to do ops duty from 11.30am to 3pm, omfg, 3 and a half hours of duty, w/o my lunch, almost died.. then after tat cleaned up the crew rooms at the end of the day, lowered the flags at 6pm sharp, then went for a short dinner, had a freaking end of day debrief at 9pm, just got back.. and i've got some time to prepare for my flight tml and have enough slp at the same time.. ugh, its just crazy during the weekdays, i dun haf time to rest at all..

got another piece of shitty news, the only time i can go back to singapore is from 27th december to 2nd january, hooray! back in singapore for 1 yr, wth.. 7 days, 1 day most probably spent travelling, another day or 2 spent sleeping, tat leaves me wif wad.. 4 days in singapore? lets see, a day spent with my family, 3 days left to catch up wif friends, lucky i dun haf many to catch up wif anyway.. 1 for the guys, 2 days left for anyone interested? oh wait, 1 day will be spent packing up to leave.. so hmmmm 1 day left for anyone? 24 hrs.. blah.. tickets gonna cost at least $1200, gotta pay dad for the camera and my fone bill, plus expenses over in singapore, damn its gonna cost me.. worth it or not i cant really say, mayb i'll noe when i get back, if i even get back at all.. gonna miss xmas, and new yr's eve is gonna be packed wif shitloads of pple everywhere and i guess most probably i'll not even enjoy myself, aint haf time to watch movies too, gonna miss harry potter by the time i'm back, not many pple will noe i'm back as well, gonna dread leaving singapore, studying again for the next 6 mths after the break's over, growing even older, accepting reality.. man do i age fast here, i bet my 1st wrinkle's gonna come out real soon, then after tat my teeth's gonna start dropping, i'll start to bald, and mayb i'll haf a damn serious acne outbreak then i'll look like some infected papaya and perhaps i'll just lose some more weight and look even more like a POW, hmmm.. i've not gained a single kg, not even 1g since i've been here for 3 mths, i eat like a pig, its crazy how i just shit everything out and dun retain.. muahaha, guess my stomach's either not doing a very gd job at digesting food or my intestines are like blocked wif all the chewing gum i swallowed in my pri sch days, then cant absorb any nutrients now

damn, trying to get some studying done.. but.. "unlocked canopy during takeoff", "snaking and veering during takeoff", "emergency battery relay failure".. hmm , wth to discuss, i mean yah the stuff we're supposed to study, engine flameouts, fire, smoke n fumes in cockpit, but hey, i'd rather just eject lah, we aint gonna live forever anyway, however, i'm gonna get skinned if i ever do that, and probably end up wif a 1 million plus debt..

ugh today is just depressing, enough blogging for now

Shine - Shannon Noll

Get up, get out, get out, get out and lift your head
Come on, come on, get up out of bed
Today's the day you hold the world with your song
Go now, go now, go now, help escalate
Angels come down, help with this parade
To hear your voice ring out
Come on and shout it
Let your song be heard

This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting for
All the world will stop to watch you shine

Hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now sing your hymn
This is the new national anthem
We will all stand on guard to let you be heard
Let go, let go, let go all that can ask
How beautiful this world has become
Now everyone will see what I believe
That these words should be sung

This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting for
All the world will stop to watch you shine
This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting for
All the world believes that you will shine

And if you fall
And if you fall
And if you trust and
Yes it will come true

Hey, hey
Yeah!

This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting for
All the world will stop to watch you shine
This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting for
When all the world will stop to watch you shine