Thursday, November 03, 2005
herein marks the birth of the finest
ahhh, this phrase's found in the foyer of my beloved 130 Squadron (Home of the Eagles), darn does it sound inspiring, i remember the 1st day i walked in and reading it and suddenly somehow i just seemed more determined to make it through, and as i spend more time here, and getting used to the life here, handling more stress each n everyday, getting more responsibilities on our shoulders, i seem to be getting happier, sort of.. i mean i still miss singapore and my friends over there to bits, but life here doesnt seem as harsh here as before, mayb the only exceptions are my spoiling complexion and eyes.. i've noticed my eyes dun look as bright as before, they kind of look so exhausted, but anyway.. life just goes on over here i guess..
hmm today another 2 seniors graduated, brings it to a total of 5.. and going thru the graduation ceremony is damn inspiring again.. haha, finally surviving the 9 plus mths here, 100 over hours on the plane, learning so much already and yet so much more to learn about flying, seeing them finally, for just a moment stressfree and totally enjoying the life here, just kinda makes me wish to see myself there in another 7 mths..
tml planned again for another flight, that's my 4th event this wk, already had 2 flights and a simulator, i'm doing quite well and hopefully i'll continue tat way, but.. as it progresses its gonna get so much harder, can already feel a bit out of breath (pun not intended if u noe wad i mean) cos barely have enough time to prepare for flight, and everyday i'm back in bunk at least at 7, if there's still a course debrief at 9, i barely have time to study, so once again.. i'm back to 5 hrs of slp a day, i noe its enough for most of u guys, but its torture to me man, its so tiring to slp so little.. oh well, weekends are coming!! saturday is the only day where i can really relax, friday night will be spent cleaning up the mess, sunday will b spent mourning the passing of saturday and the impending doom, the crazy weekdays coming ahead, the amount of work needed to be put in.. i just love saturdays.. oh well, Progress Check is coming up in 2 wks for me i guess, the 9th flight, and after that i hope we can book out again.. kinda need to go out n get some fresh air, being stuck in base and not seeing real civilization for quite some time is not exactly doing wonders to my mind, at least the post arrival depression has sort of passed i hope.. just the normal missing home stuff now, come to tink of it, i've only had time to call home once a mth, its crazy.. i barely call my frens now too.. dun even haf time to msg.. tats a tad too busy isnt it.. but well.. the work just keeps coming..
oh well, aint got time anymore, need to wake up at 5 tml to fetch the freaking junior course to breakfast.. tmd, they just arrived 3 days ago, need to babysit.. zzzz
