ho shit, managed 2 hrs of slp last nite, then went down to camp, in a cab again, as a predicted.. woke up on time.. but i just took my time to change n eat n all tat, so yeah.. clouds were lyk so dark n low.. can see them fleeting across the sky.. then started the drizzle n the winds, quite cool actually.. if i wasnt working.. i wish i'd been able to slp.. haha, but hey, no more leave.. and, took a look at the schedule today and fuck.. we're lyk god damn busy all the way until we leave man.. which is almost confirmed to be 11th August 2005 liao.. 11th August.. 6 wks? i dunno.. dun dare to check.. i'm happy wif 6.. gotta mug now.. hopefully i can scrape past all the stuff n rem them.. in these 6 wks.. dental, remove wisdom tooth, final g-fet, youth flying club attachment to fly again (tis i'm excited about.. flying in singapore again.. gosh even though its a piper warrior, doesnt matter..), meeting wif FTS commander, meeting wif AFS commander, medical FFI, and some other admin i cant really remember, plus.. i came back today to hear that we've physical training everyday.. IPPT every wed.. running every morning n afternoon.. hey shit, tis is worse than army man.. oh yeah shit, i got arrowed to organise an event for the wing too.. oh well.. cant wait to get my ass out of AFS, but.. aint realli looking forward to Perth too.. i mean.. i am because of the flying and all, but i'm afraid of the instructors, the sudden change in life, back being the lowest life form on earth, 3 mths confinement, all the duties our seniors will throw to us for the nxt 3 mths, loneliness, depression.. haha, wth..
'acquired' 3 albums, Stars' Set Yourself On Fire, Caesars' Paper Tigers and Teenage Fanclub's Man-Made, all are pretty nice.. but im damn hooked on Stars' album.. man.. trying to upload a song later.. dunno if can get it to work or not. haha..
whole day in camp n wad did i do? lets see.. 10 episodes of initial d the anime? damn gian to watch cos of the movie, and the anime's nice man.. haha, watching frm the 1st stage.. got lyk 7 more DVD's waiting for me.. haha, i tink i can realli quit gaming alreadi.. by the time i finish i gotta chiong my checks and stuff.. reali hope i can finish my checks.. even better if i can finish it a wk or 2 b4 i leave. . then still can catch up on my aircraft systems knowledge and all that in grd sch tat i've lost.. haha.. duty on monday too.. man.. forgot tat i've to do that too.. haha
shit lah.. dun tink i'll get much slp tis wk again.. i just hope.. really HOPE WISH BEG DESPERATELY PRAY TO NOONE IN PARTICULAR that i'll haf some time to really chill man, just chill wif my frens.. its been forever since we've done that.. fuck.. i really miss those days, those days w/o NS, Air Force, or any fuck shit.. haha, oh well.. come to tink of it.. 10 more mths? n i've ORD-ed if i didnt sign on..
a friend remarked today that i looked depressed and quite hung up over something. hmm, i looked the same as i was. or was i already depressed in the 1st place? man you tell me. haha
