Thursday, January 01, 2004
No Sensitivity - Jimmy Eat World
I've got my car we could go and sit a while
I know it won't turn over but we'll get somewhere just the same
I'm through talking
(it's the strangest thing, but i feel safe when I'm lonely)
don't take too much
you'll get burned if it's all at one time
take it easy don't you get it?
it's just an expression
would you raise your voice every time a little dirt gets under?
cry if you want
(it's the return of no sensitivity)
you don't have to scream to say something that you honestly mean
the world won't turn without you
and I am amazed you're standing still
your problems, they aren't problems
be glad they never will
I'm taking my kisses back from you
I want my kisses back from you
when you hear those footsteps calling
it's O.K. if you don't answer
isn't it obvious?
I thought it was obvious.
hmm, seems i'm lyk listening to JEW all over again recently.. cos go work then travel so long hafta burn time.. so listening to songs.. haha, tis song it another nice one.. whoeva risks piracy can go dl it.. its v nice..
anyway, getting used to work le so its quite ok now, just tat i hafta battle the blues in the morning.. once i'm on my way to work then can le.. haha..
nye went to esplanade to see fireworks.. hmm nice nice, 1st time go there see.. last time nye always go orchard wif frens pa game.. haha, din noe wad time to do then.. at least now i got someone to spend my time wif.. hehe.. after tat we zao-ed to ECP, wah lao.. wait for cab can die man.. lyk everywhere oso got pple waiting.. then all the cabs all on call one.. haha, so we walked frm esplanade there.. to city hall, raffles place, bugis.. then finalli got a cab.. haha, then go to ECP, sit down... chit chat.. the wind was so cold... haha, then i got more n more tired, fell aslp unknowingly.. then missed the sunrise cos went back.. and.. yah.. lidat.. went home then lyk fell aslp on the bus n missed the stop.. haha, so hadta take a longer route.. then lyk the student pass become adult charge le.. so ex.... lol, i go expo work tink need lyk $2 for each trip one.. omg.. haha...
hmm, adult life seems so alien to me, dunno wad to expect, wad to do, how to feel, how to react to changes.. definitely v diff frm my student days, where everyday was relatively carefree... being a student was a blessing, yet i felt it was a curse, nvr wanting to study, i've not regretted tat, but i felt i shouldnt b blessed wif wad i haf, i shld b less smart, not tat i'm saying i'm smart.. but i feel tat its unfair.. pple who's lazy, r the ones tat r more talented, n the hardworking pple are the ones who deserve more than wad they haf now... a lotta things haf happened in the past yr, the final yr of schooling in a controlled environment, hockey, my darling, a lvls, things were so strained then, n not realli getting any betta now.. the new yr's just begun, n i wanna take control of some things, i'm just contented wif wad i haf, n i dun expect anymore outta anything.. i need to b more responsible, to take charge.. i'm not gonna stand n watch as things n feelings wither away.. tis new year will b a new beginning for me, a new adventure n a new experience... to all, those who're j2's now, study hard n dun slack as much as i do, its not worth giving ur future away lidat.. for those who've past tis stage, b glad the toughest days of schooling are now over, enjoy ur new lease of life, n dun spend each day wasting ur life away... for everyone else tat i've missed out, enjoy the new year and make the most of it.
happy new yr to everyone n haf fun~
