Tuesday, January 06, 2004
colorgenics test!!!!!!!!!!! again.. lol
You don't need anxiety and problems. All you really seek is a conflict free environment which can offer peace and mental security. You don't like the idea of being alone and, whatever the reason, at this time of your life you feel as if you are being 'left out'. What you really need is perhaps some 'tender loving care'.
You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.
You are feeling under considerable pressure and you are being forced to make concessions. You are not particularly happy with this state of affairs but you feel that you have no alternative. If you were to force issues you would be left out or completely ignored by one and all.
Having experienced considerable disappointment of late and not knowing quite what to do about it this has led you to suffer a great deal of agitation and anxiety. You are trying very hard to make favourable impressions all round. You feel that you have a right to do anything that you wish without being condemned for your beliefs. Everything seems to be going against you and you feel helpless to change the situation. The possibility of failure is most upsetting and this situation is leading to untold stress. You honestly believe that the situation is not of your making - it is not your fault - you have been misled and abused by those that you trusted, but you are trying to look at the situation quite dispassionately. Would you perhaps not agree that this situation could be regarded as unrealistic self justification?
You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.
wah.. am i so depressed? haha, not sure lah.. but quite worn out recently.. work n all.. taking a lotta my time.. parents r a nag too.. havent had time to come online for v long.. usually just on to check tag board, pple's blogs, check mail, frenster n i'm off le.. haha, not much time to gb anymore.. quite sad man.. losing touch wif reality.. just lyk going out work go home slp n it just goes on n on.. hmm.. oh well, gonna b over in a few mths.. then i'll go army n get beefed up... or die trying.. lol... been waking up v late these 2 days.. lyk 1-2pm lidat.. gotta slp early tonite.. if not tml work sure late again then kena warning le.. hahaha
