hmm, feeling so... confused? haha, not realli so lah, but somehow still. haha, today chilled out wif the guys at dy's club, swam a bit n tan a bit, then tok crap n stuff. usual banter, haha. tokked bout gals n stuff. tink i realli lyk her. realli i do. but i'm somehow afraid, haha, yeah its weird, but jason n dy say she's interested too, but i'm still unsure. undecided. but realli. i do lyk her. =P however, i dunno. i cant get into a relationship. not at tis stage, not now. i dun realli tink its rite to get into one now, n i dunno if i'm in the rite state of mind. lol, i'm just afraid. i dun wanna lose her. i dun wan it to fail. n u all noe i'm realli hesitant one. haha. but wad jason, tim n dy said realli set me seriously tinkin lah. hope i can clear it up soon. lol.
