the neverending tunnel
Monday, June 02, 2003
dancing away 6/02/2003 05:12:00 AM ?



finalli went back to sch after 10 days of absence, quite surprised i could adapt quite quickly, ponned the usual lects again, n almost died of boredom n exhaustion during the tuts, hmm... quite normal day o.O

tot could go support the soccer guys, but hai, the stupid black din wanna let us off cos we had to do the prac... sian lah, huiren n tim they all finished theirs during the break, but some of them cant do it cos there was too many pple, so huifen n fab nvr go, they seem quite sian... haha, i had chi oral, so confirm no chance liao, so i nvr grumble... lol.

just found out today tat the hospital "gaf" me 7 more days of mc. my appointment card still has 7 slots, and since no signature was required, i could fill them in whenever i wanted, and get a day off.. lol, but din use it today lah, save it for rainy days... hahaha... tml gonna collect trophy again... o.O but tis time frm principal, must rem to b early in sch tml... cannot b late.. haha, and gotta TUCK IN MY SHIRT!! haha, sian lah, its more cooling... n got used to it liao... for 4 yrs alreadi, just cant keep them tucked in... mayb some pple tink it looks dumb.. but i lyk it leh.. wahahaha... dunno lah, dun care them.. lol

still cant feel my face today, hope it'll come back soon, realli lyk to get those itches away man, quite sian, these days its less often, but the intensity is much higher... hahaha... dunno if its a blessing or not...

ooo... finalli got the IR working again... haha.. can finalli haf logos on my fone, haf tis lame pig on it rite now... haha, just lyk me... then today after physics prac went to buy lip gloss, cos my lips tink r dmged liao, lyk got a whole layer dead or wad, damn dry n a bit pain... then got tis freaking ulcer on my right lower lip, damn pain when i eat, sucks man, as if the stitches werent enof... hai... then yeah, so i bought apple flavoured lip ice.. cos i tink strawberry flavour the package looks damn gay.. haha so bright pink man... lol... sudden turn off, even though i would prefer strawberries.. lol, but yeah nvm lah, cant taste it much anyway... then on the way out frm NTUC shun bian bought those jap mini sponge cakes, dunno wth its called, shared 15 wif fab, basket... he nvr eat a lot, say he eat enof liao.. lol, left ard 10 for me... haha, feel quite bad cos we shared the cost equally... wahaha..

these few wks tink cannot wear my contacts liao, damn sucks, specs just gets so dirty n so inconvenient... haha... n less shuai? lol.. =P dunno lah... tink tis topic is a bit sensitive.. wahaha.. some pple tink i look not bad. a minority tink i'm yandao, BUT i tink i dun look gd, dunno y pple tink so oso, i haf quite low self esteem when it comes to tis... mayb look at those actors too much liao... wahaha... anyway, i'm far frm perfect mah... got tis ugly scar on my forehead, and one of my front teeth was oso injured during childhood, when i fell frm a window, so yah... tink i dun look gd, average at most... dunno y pple tink i look ok lah... but hey, i believe in love (do i still?), and not all pple go for looks one lah... so i still haf hope... wahahahaha...

suddenly haf interest in these quotes n stuff, suddenli they look interesting to me...wahaha.. mayb they're lame or wad, wadeva, but they're they to b looked at lah, n some of them r gd leh... got one as my quit msg now... and tis one oso quite lame... "Yes, risk taking is inherently failure prone. Otherwise, it would be called sure thing taking." quite an obvious thing.. but tink many pple overlook the literal meaning of risk taking lah... hmm...

been starting to listen to chi songs now, xiao xiao's Ai Yao Tan Dang Dang is not bad, n Jolin Tsai's Kan Wo 72 Bian is oso nice.. haha, nvr listened to chi songs, but suddenly started again... haha, lyk these few mths got a lot of things suddenly happen to me man, dunno if i'm changing... wahaha...

hmm, seems lyk JC life seems to b bout fun n studies arh? the age when gals grow up somemore, everyone starts chiong-ing lyk there's no tml, everyone looking for steads, the "all impt" A lvls, n all tat crap... it's been a long time most of us had a break eh? but i tink i'm still the same leh, still slacking lyk shit lidat, tink attended less than 20 lects tis yr, starting to get a bit afraid? but still not enof to do anything lah... cos i noe i'm v far behind liao... failing so many tests recently, but still i tink i can do it in the end.. wahaha.. but i realli dun wanna end up failing As man... i'll prolly just quit sch man, wun even bother to retain again... hope i can do it well lah... hopefully i get guilty and start mugging after june holidays... mayb my last period of fun liao... dunno lah... *prays i'll get a guilty conscience soon* everyone is just going back to lects liao.. onli left the hardcore pple still ponning regularly... dy, jason, me n dy's class' slackers... haha, keep seeing us in the reading room in the morning man... tink we've become a regular fixture in the RR... quite bad lah... hope all of us would start studying man... wahaha.. i've faith in myself tis yr... somehow i've become complacent... tinking i can still get gd grades when i dun study or attend lects... n the 1st 3 mths tis yr was quite gd for me... got ABC i tink, for maths, chem n physics respectively... then got a bit big-headed (not Tim's size though =P), then got FFO for the CT2... wahaha.. but nontheless, still as complacent as ever... lol

haix.. today still not enof mood to crap alot, so tink tats bout it lah.. .haha