the neverending tunnel
Friday, March 07, 2003
dancing away 3/07/2003 07:19:00 AM ?



devastation?



hai... got b4 for my ao chi... lol... kinda expected i'd get tat crappy results, cos i finished the compo in 45 mins n the other pt in 45 mins oso... when the ppr was 3 hrs... lol... was kinda in a rush to finish... cos couldnt wait for it to end... hai... in the end had to pay for anxiety... lol... quite sian lah, has so intent on not retaking... but everyone's saying otherwise, and then when i told my teacher i didnt wanna take liao... she lecture me for the whole chi lesson man... best... din noe she could tok tat much... wah... i realli cant argue back... 1st time sia... in the end she allow me not to retake, but must write letter for her, stating tat i noe the consequences and do not place responsiblity on her etc... quite the sian... make until so serious, then i nvm lah... just retake...

but realli, its realli point-less, this education system is screwed up oso... hai... its lyk... the pple tat the education system's churning out is all brain dead lor... i mean... they just teach u wad u're supposed to noe, it doesnt bother telling u y u're supposed to noe, y tis thing happens, n everything, unless u ask... so the teachers just feed u the info, u just memorise the info, and u can b among the top scorers man... kinda screwed cos no one is realli tinking anymore... and the pple just dun seem to care enof, its been tis system for god knows how long man... i'm quite stoned wif tis system, realli no mood to study cos of tis, tink i've finally realised y i'm so slack in sch, cos its not a gd system, so i dun care enof to realli embrace it seriously... doesnt matter now if i dun do badly for chi, doesnt matter ever even if i got an f9 for chi. as long as i can carry myself as a confident asshole in society tat noes some shit bout chi, it doesnt realli matter if u dun even haf the cert, wad matters is the grey stuff betw our ears, not bout tis freaking piece of ppr tat decides ur future. so just screw it

damn i got chem tml, must get top 2 in class, so got free choir concert ticket... hahaha... tink must go slp soon man... continue my ramblings nxt time