Friday, December 27, 2002
pretty...
u noe last time i said in a previous entry tat avril lavigne was the one? i tink it was wrong. just wrong.
yesterday i was watching tis nice jap show, Himitsu Secret on channel 8, its damn touching i tink, and... Ryoko Hirosue realli was damn sweet, lyk all her other roles... then lyk, i was realli smitten, again... wtf... so i was lyk, huh? Avril and Ryoko r totally diff, y was i realli attracted to both lor, so i was just tinking last nite, then i actualli found out tat i lyked Avril cos she's the type of gal i lyk to hang out wif. Period. Nothing more, and tat time i felt lyk she's the type of gal i lyked to b wif. kinda weird now tat i was wrong...
so yeap, if u actualli watched the show last nite, Ryoko was realli sweet, caring, n all tat lah... tats not the point, the point is, i prefer her over Avril, lol... and erm... realli, she's damn pretty lor, her air just lyk... wow... the charisma again huh?
so yeap, i tink the reason y i didnt fancy any girl since tat time and dun fancy any girl now is simply becos i cant make up my mind, i dunno who i want, i dunno wad type of girl i want, but... i tink i realli lyk jap culture... the countryside is great, the life... minus the porn. its just so simple lor, so... enchanting, its impossible to get it here, so yeap... when i grow up, i'd probably migrate to some place wif a great countryside, live there simply... wif someone i hope. now, its either New Zealand, Australia tat i wanna live in... hai... the stress of city life...
anyway, back to show, its damn sad... hai... starts out, the mom and daughter (Ryoko) were on a coach to visit relatives lah, then the bus driver was kinda tired one... so he dozed off, and the bus plunged down the valley, i tink almost all died lah, then the mom's body died, and took over Ryoko's body. then the husband, Heisuke, was lyk a bit stunned lah... after tat, they were lyk kinda living again... budden the wife had to live her daughter's life, so had to go to sch, and she wanted to find out about herself lah, y she's in the daughter's body, so she wanted to study medicine, and yeap, went to college... joined the sail team... the senior was interested in her, and she lyk kinda reject lah.. not realli sure, but Heisuke was lyk damn suspicious, bugged the fone and all tat, then found out tat she lied to meet him. then they argued at home, she said she wanted to reject him personally, but Heisuke dun believe lor, so they argued. Heisuke nvr did it after the bus accident, and couldnt bring himself to do it wif his daughter's body, he nvr had other women, nvr had xtra-marital affairs, nor did he go seek out prostitues, so Ryoko lyk saying... "isnt it enof just to haf me?" and he replied "how'd bout u? is it enof for u just to haf me?" then lyk, damn sad lor at tis pt...
then cos the accident was investigated, and the bus driver was at fault, cos he was moonlighting, so his son didnt get compensation lor, and the son and Ryoko and Heisuke met wad, etc etc... i'll skip some facts, then lyk Heisuke the nxt nite was going back late, cos Ryoko always came hm late after joining sail team, so lyk... house was damn empty, so he met the son, who was working in a ramen shop, and they were tokkin... found out tat the bus driver was not realli the son's biological dad, but yet, worked so hard to provide for the son and his mom, cos his mom's health started to fail, so lyk... Heisuke ask, y would he care for another man's son... then lyk... flash back to past lah... then the bus driver was lyk... "my family's happiness is my happiness"... then Heisuke oso kinda tot a while, went back liao then lyk said to his wife "u haf the right to live ur life the way u want to"
later, it was lyk, the daughter was coming back... getting conscious lidat, so lyk, 2 persons living in a body, then the wife was lyk getting weaker, the daughter getting more conscious, so lyk the dad's feeling sad lor... cos losing his wife, then... the wife wanted to go to the place where they 1st met, then was lyk, meeting for the last time... it was realli sad at tat pt, and she looked so pretty... her hair in the wind was lyk... pretty, then yeap, she was gone... and yeap... lidat...
then few yrs later, the daughter was getting married to the bus driver's son... at tat day... Heisuke found out tat actualli the wife had always been alive, and the daughter nvr woke up... so lyk... sad ending, but he say its a happy ending leh.. wtf....
i mean... ur wife nvr died, but lyk acted dead, became the daughter, and got married to another guy, u can accept tat meh?? Heisuke did... o.O i'd nvr b able to accept tat man.... and the wife, lyk... how could she bring herself to become the daughter, to marry another guy, and face her husband lyk he was her dad, i mean... so damn touching... i realli dunno man... hai...
shit lah... damn nice show... i'd watch it again man.... =~(... lol, and then found out, i realli lyk girls wif short hair.
not tat short lah... but those almost touching shoulder tat type, then the hair is lyk curl outwards, i tink tat's realli pretty... hai... Ryoko's character had tat hairstyle.... so..................... pretty.... *admiring sigh* haI~~
so yeap... perhaps i should realli start to find out wad type of gals i realli lyk, else, tink i'd b lidat for the rest of my life, undecided, lonely, and always breaking pple's hearts... hmm...
