Thursday, November 28, 2002
Lalala... Lifehouse's Cling and Clatter sounds nice man, the Quasimodo is oso not bad... hahaha... go listen lah... wah... yesterday stayed up to read harry potter again, slp at 2.30am lidat... madness man... hahaha... read 3 quarters of the bk liao man.... hmm... dying i guess... if i dun start on hmewk soon, i wun b able to finish even 1 sub, then cant find job oso, nxt yr gonna b damn poor liao man... hai...
Been reflecting a bit, tink i've changed a lot since sec 1, in sec 1-3, used to b damn arrogant n xia lan as my frens tell me, dunno y oso, i din even try to b xia lan, lol... guess its just my ego side, hahaha... but haf changed lah, no longer so arrogant n all tat, but sometimes get carried away when joking wif frens... hehe... oso find tat i'm fucking stubborn, dunno wad's my prob man, and oso haf a veri bad temper, can just blow up at any moment... hehe... this is my mom's genes lah, bad temper... tsk tsk... lucki i haven't got too angry too many times tis yr, onli a few... hahaha... then sec 4 i calmed down, din party as much liao, realli studyed for the 1st time in my life, and got 9 pts... quite alrite alreadi lah... but was quite disappointed then, should've got 7 pts one... if i studyed a bit more for my chem, tot tat prelim study once was enof liao... then got a2... hai... n if i retook my chi, din wanna study after getting a2, i'm quite easily satisfied for grades... hahaha...
Also tink i'm quite a perfectionist or something... dun lyk to leave things undone or wad, must do a gd job even if i'm copying hmewk... hahaha... mad rite? but realli lah, i copy hmewk oso must copy finish, change the whole thing so it looks lyk my work... hahaha... i oso dun lyk losing, no matter at wad, so... sorrie arh guys, foreva saying i should win when i got d/c during warcraft sessions, but i realli should win lah =P... hope i dun spoil things by winning all the time... hahaha... was quite devastated when i didnt get chosen for the hockey team tis yr, tot i was quite gd enof... but... nvm, now i tink i shouldnt haf got in lah, tis xperience brought me down to earth... hmm... tink i've quite failed as an individual, not making use of my talents, letting all tat waste away, pple keep saying i'm smart n all tat, but i dun realli believe tat, i onli haf a gd memory i guess... even if i've talent in some areas, i tink tat, for wad u're gd at, there's sure a thing tat u're equally bad at, so there... i'm lazy, if i'm as lazy as i'm smart... then whoa... i'm one hell of a smart boy man... hmm.... then i'm also freaking shy, dunno for wad man, tats gonna bring my downfall someday....hahaha... dun realli tink i'm suited for relationships as yet lah... cant even take care of myself... hahaha... but tat i can change immediately, but i dun tink there's a need to, no point going into one just as yet... so... yeap, i'm the fella tat doesnt give a damn bout studies, gals (i ogle though), family etc... BUT i realli treasure my frens now, i wasnt realli sociable in secondary sch, so yeap, got outta my shell i guess, and haf these bunch of great pals i dun realli deserve, hahaha... been putting up wif all my shit for a whole yr man.
(609 words) haha, reflecting a bit onli lah, not a lot, nxt time yah... hehehe...
wah... another actress i realli lyk, she's damn pretty, even betta than avril i reckon... hahaha... and again, i'm attracted to those eyes.... hehe.. its the most attractive pair of eyes i've eva seen man...
